I Want To Be Me. (:

It is my opinion that everyone has a dark side. Everyone has a side of themselves that they are not really proud of. A part of them that is in one way or another evil. Some people are able to hide their’s better than others and some people can’t really hide them at all.

I believe that I hide mine decently well. Although, it does get the best of me on occasion. However, I am usually able to cover it up if I have to. Very few people know what my dark side is really like, even if they have seen glimpses of it, they don’t know what it is capable of. The devastation and destruction it could cause if I let it run loose, would shock anyone who knows me. 

Not everyone has a dark side that would shock others the way mine probably would. The reason mine has gotten as bad as it has is because I used to suppress so many negative emotions when I was younger. I would just push my anger, sorrow, and hurt away. And now, years later they are all just sitting there waiting to come out. Waiting to be felt. Waiting to show themselves to the world. I can only hope that I am able to hold back my dark side, because if it were to ever rain free, the consequences would be horrible and it is likely that the people around me would find that they were not safe. 

I’m not really sure what I’m trying to say here, but I guess my point is that you need to deal with your emotions. You already have a dark side just waiting to harbor them if you don’t. And if you let your dark side harbor all of that negativity then you might end up turning into someone that isn’t really you, but a darker more evil you.